♥C.D.J.CYNTHIA D. JONES
Diane book cover
Book 1 of 4 · The Wound

Diane

I Went to the Edge of the Ledge, But I Didn't Jump

Before she became somebody's mother, she was somebody's little girl.

Book One opens the series with the person underneath the headlines: the little girl who learned to survive long before she learned anything else. This is the wound — the place every later chapter of this family's story quietly begins.

Diane is a raw, unflinching account of a childhood shaped by instability and neglect, and the survival skills a child builds when no one is coming to save her. Some of those skills kept her alive. Some of them followed her into motherhood, uninvited.

This book asks the reader to meet the child before judging the woman she became — not to excuse what came later, but to understand it. Because context does not erase accountability. But accountability without context can become condemnation.

Themes in This Book

  • Childhood
  • Neglect
  • Instability
  • Survival
  • Shame
  • Abandonment
  • The child beneath the adult
  • Survival skills becoming adult patterns

From the Pages

“Context does not erase accountability.”
“But accountability without context can become condemnation.”
Where This Book Sits in the Journey

Diane is where the series has to start, because everything that happens in the next three books — the parenting, the estrangement, the hope for the grandchildren — was shaped here first.